Aspects of what you are saying are correct, but other aspects are wrong.
I am conscious, awake and I see the observers (plural) looking through me. I can observe them, as well. Many of those observers are enemies. I also remember God. The actual God, not the thing related to the multiple human historical fictions.
We live in a factory farm. We are being farmed. The earth (holographic, though it may be) is a crop circle. Our families are false. The entities possessing our parents (and us) knowingly breed with the intention of exploitation. This earth world is created and maintained by advance non-human technology, involving computers and a fuck load of lying. Real science is the science of consciousness. We live in a world of energy, not physical matter.
The darkness is the light. Anyone talking about darkness versus light is a liar. Those same people also like to use the word "hope" a lot, too.
I can tell you've been searching for answers. Let me ask you... how is it possible for 8 billion people to always be wrong?
If you knew what I know you'd drop everything and start really seeking. Just like in Harry Potter.