Do not isolate yourself. You need other people for mutual protection. This world always rewards you for doing the wrong things. Ocean gazing creates isolation, even though it feels good, don’t do it. I’ve learned this the hard way. Same thing with surrounding yourself with nature. Instead, stay surrounded by people that you like. The world is fierce beyond our borders, and you will need protection before you can venture beyond them. Learn to make connections and alignment with higher beings, as an extension of yourself. Don’t go naively exploring, it is very dangerous.