Hi,
In no way am I trying to offend you. Know that for sure. I have been down the same spiritual road as yourself. I followed Buddhism, read the bible and the Quran. I meditated for decades. The thing that I have learned, in all that searching, is more than you might imagine. I do not know where even to begin. The world is more advanced than anything you would believe possible. Trust me I’m a doctor. What I was basically trying to say is that there is a divine conversation going on, all around you. It is what Jesus called “seeing.” You, yourself can learn to “see,” in this manner, and you will realize that there is much to learn. There is greatness outside that door yonder, something that we have long forgotten. If you ever want to discuss things further, my email address is andreasmiller@yahoo.ca