Hi Lela, I see that you are struggling with some of the ideas put forth. I know the truth. I'll tell you.

There's a being, or more precisely, an organization that controls the Earth and which is calling itself God. It is not God. It is an entity that is pretending to be God. This entity, or organization, is what is called transhumanist. Do you know what transhumanist's are? They are beings that live on the energy output and infrastructure that they created through the exploitation of a more primitive species, i.e. humans in this case. This organization plays both sides of the coin, they pretend to be good (i.e. the Lord) and they pretend to be bad (i.e. the Devil), but they are neither of those things. They are simply bad, i.e. the lying.

When we are very young we are gullible. It's not our fault. When we get older... we start to see things the way they really are. And, this is the way things really are.