Hi Ulf, I am really not joking. The earth is an industrial grow-op. It is run by automation and advanced non-human technology. Earth is completely artificial. Our world is a world of energy, and not a world of matter. Our lives are repeated over-and-over again, like the "Truman Show." Human beings are slaughtered in a timed global process, which involves the sun. We never learn what is going on before it is too late. Do you think we'll evolve enough to be able to actually communicate with one another?
The reason you are writing the way you have been is because your soul, or ancestral spirit (or whatever you want to call it), knows what's about to happen.
You know the movie (& book), "Annihilation", (by Jeff Vandermeer) well I actually see the substance called "the shimmer" that the story depicts. I've seen this substance now for several years and I've been watching it get progressively worse with time.
The persecuted and the persecutor are controlled by the same malevolent entity (i.e.: organization), and are effectively on the same team… working towards a common goal.
I know a lot more than what I've just told you. If you want answers... just reach out.
We do not have the luxury of time. We were born into a very bad world.
Be strong. Good luck.