Lol. Honest to God it is the truth. Though, to be fair, it is your own lack of experience that makes it seem strange. It really isn’t that strange. I thank you for the compliment about that should-be prize. I keep buying lottery tickets, by the way, but I never win the jackpot. I do this knowing something secret, I don’t want to win. Wealth is poverty, and success is failure. I do it for social expectations. Something I can brag about that makes me seem like everyone else. I know I might seem strange to you, but it is my lifetime of learning that separates our perspectives. I am sure you could learn too.