Look beyond Jesus and humanity. Humans are a small subset of existence, in a very big world. Your devotion and intelligence is wasted discussing Jesus. God is literally Life, and is way bigger than the trinity or anything that is manmade. Jesus agrees with me, by the way, because he knows the truth, too. Instead of looking outward to someone like, Jesus, you need to start looking inward.

I'll give you some advice, take a course of magic mushrooms for 6 months to a year. If you want to know the truth, just ask.