Surely you know that there is right and wrong. You are trying to argue that God isn’t good, because you are detecting falseness in the wisdom of religious orthodoxy. That orthodoxy does not represent God, any more than a farmer does to one of its chickens. Here’s a message for you: you live in an automated factory farm (a crop circle). Nearly everything we, as human beings, have been taught is a lie. Why? Because we are being farmed. In our current predicament, your philosophizing is nearly meaningless.