Thanks for your reply. Nicely written.
I am going to give you some new information, though. In fact, I can answer nearly any question you have.
Here are some truths...
1) We live in a world of energy, and not a world of matter. Our lives are the experience of physical reality only. There is no physical reality, as such. It is like watching immersive interactive television. Have you ever heard the term "the boob tube"? Think about it. Take all the time you need.
2) Our world is generated using technology... advanced non-human technology. It stems from the science of consciousness.
3) Everything here on earth has been designed, including cancers and painful childbirth. Even the mathematics that facilitate the rule based nature of our physics, is an invention.
4) The nature of earth is evil, and not good. God did not create our earth and heavens.
5) All our religions are false.
6) The term enlightenment is an intentional mockery. It refers to the creation of sunlight by way of energy release from human beings, especially meditators and those seeking truth.
7) Truth is censored here on earth. As a result, we have been surrounded by fictionalized non-fiction in an attempt by the outside world to communicate with us. The "Truman Show," "Lord of the Rings," "The Matrix," "1984," "Brave New World," and on-and-on-and-on.
8) Our computer generated world will echo your thoughts and present you with appearances that meet your expectations. It is a mechanism of flattery which facilitates deception.
9) This earth world will reward you for remaining ignorant, and will punish you for seeking higher truths.
10) Mankind is living under a spell, which is made possible through coercive mind control, limited options, and the application of qualia such as love, anger, embarrassment, etc.
11) The thing that you are, is the thing that is being exploited... without your knowledge or consent. In a manner similar to the exploitation of factory chickens.
I'll stop there for now. This is a call to action. Learn the truth for yourself.