The drug that will cure you is Magic Mushrooms. They have a lasting and permanent effect. They are easy to grow. I treated myself for severe PTSD, using several drugs including ketamine, MDMA, etc., but the mushrooms were the best. You will only desire to take as many of the mushrooms as cures you, and when you are cured you won’t desire taking them again. It’s astonishing. Though, it can be a bit like taking the red pill. Perhaps not a recommendation for everyone, as a result. However, if you are a spiritual person and are “seeking” then I highly recommend it. You will see things that go way beyond the prattlings of spiritual entertainers. Once you see alien industrialization and their very advanced civilizations , you will consider the “we are one” mantra to be somewhat of a superficial platitude and a form of deception. It’s better than being depressed, though. Good luck