Very crazy and good! My dear Rolli, I used to play dungeons and dragons as a kid. We’d stay up for days eating pizza and drinking Coca-Cola. We used to always take the alignment of “chaotic evil” just because we thought it was fun. However, now that I’m an adult I realize that I have the alignment of chaotic good. It is just as fun. And, I’m thinking we might be the same. An ex-girlfriend described that state as “crazy, wicked, beautiful.” I think your writing is like that.