We live in a solid substrate of consciousness. It is a world of energy, and not a world of matter. The world that you experience is a simulation of physical reality, which is based on an invented mathematics… and the ability to insulate versus conduct energy.
There is negative energy. It surrounds positive nuclei, like yourself. It is the thing keeping you in the dark while standing in the full light of day. Read Dylan Thomas’s poem, “Do not go gentle into that good night,” or “The force that through the green fuse drives the flower.”He talks about it.