You live in a simulation of physical reality. The instruments that we use to understand our physical reality are also a simulation. Not only is it simulated, it is also pre-recorded. There is no divine unity as you understand it, because the divine entity is being exploited. What you see as the “natural world” is actually a product of advanced technology. I know this, because I have seen it, and for a million other reasons. Every none spiritual endeavour is a waste of time, and a consumption of your attention.